Well, things are going okay today. I took the kids to the local thrift store and bought some trinkets that made them happy. I found a book about creating two homes for your kids. So, I bought it and will start reading it.
It's a dreary day, so staying positive is tough.
I saw a friend there and talked about my situation. It was good to talk to someone. He's close to my age and never married; but he's pretty smart when it comes to relationships. His dad's a pastor, so he's a pretty level headed guy who has a good outlook on life.
I am still committed to letting my W go. I am committed to going to mediation on Monday and being a friend. I don't think we are getting into anything to deep on Monday, but if we do, I will be prepared. I'm trying to determine how much information I should have ready on Monday. I'm a planner, so I can have our taxes, paystubs, bills, etc, all ready...but I don't want to appear like I WANT this divorce either.
I guess I can prepare them and if they aren't requested, I don't have to present them.
I'd love to go hang out with friends...and it saddens me that I am saying that when I have my kids...because when I am away and can see my friends, all I want is to see my kids. Why do we work like that? It's always greener on the otherside of the fence. It's honestly not.
Back to playing with the kids. Maybe it is movie time.
