Who is this person?

[Day by Day]

Sandi, thank you for your input. I'm pretty confused on what I feel and very afraid of H pushing D. It's not that I don't want to talk @ C session. I don't know what I'll say. I'm afraid of screwing up and seem pursuing, etc.

I know I am impatient. I just miss my H. I do have compassion for him, it's just he's always been centered and intelligent and this behavior is so crazy. I feel so unwanted by him and it hurts. I know we all feel that way. Maybe it's pride? I'm struggling with my own feelings.

Yeah, I'll drop the Retro. Anyways we missed signup. He isn't that religious. I've become much more faithful than before.

Thanks again Sandi. Your words help. I'll start visiting the MLC board.