It just kills me how she can be so hard hearted, and angry, and apathetic after 8 months of separation. She knows that I have shouldered and acknowledged what I have done, she knows that I have been deeply remorseful and apologetic, she knows that I have tried to make amends, and I have clearly and consistently shown her that I'm not like I used to be anymore. It doesn't matter at all to her! "You're still the same, you're still manipulative, you haven't changed, you will never change"! She said she wants 'closure' and has even encouraged me to 'move on' and find somebody else and "learn from your mistakes"! Dang! She is like a different woman than the one I've known all these years!
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.