"I'm not mad at my wife, I'm mad at her crisis."

"I'm an extrordinary person" times 400 times in my mind.

READING,READING,READING and just looking thru posts for words of encouragement.

Laughing outloud when a "hurt" would come to my mind and shake my head.

Playing a guitar that I always wanted to learn how to play...

I got to thinking on the dirt bike,Mach I want one,but deep down, I think you were right, I was getting it for two reasons, myself to take out frustration and take a risk, TWO to impress my wife.

I think I'm going to wait on it, until I feel I don't need to impress anyone,but myself.