DID XH M OW or not??

[Silent Chrleader]

Hey, [[[[peace]]]].

I could have written your words myself!! I too have been really struggling this week with letting go. By that, I don't mean I'm wanting a reconciliation so much, as getting past the pain of loss and betrayal. It's just so not fair!! It makes no sense! How can a man I knew and trusted so completely have changed so much (and I knew my H's family since I was about 10 years old!). It totally baffles me too!

I still find it easy to imagine STBXH regretting his behavior one day, but it will be too late by then I think (if I have moved on and found another love, I will not look back) ...... which breaks my heart!! It just seems so pointless!