Hi Jackie...I know this is a tough time...but it does get better..slowwwwly..and with your strength to help it along. Do try the best you can to remain kind to him...I am very, very fortunate as h and I have not had any bitterness or rude comments to each other...just distance and coldness..so work on you..as I have said many, many times..look at your kids each day and know that taking care of you..is taking care of them!!!