I guess I'm currently in a state of confusion. One part of me wants to do whatever it takes to save my marriage, especially for the sake of my kids. I'd be willing to accept my W regardless of her faults.
The other part of me simply wants to start a new life. Deep down I know my W is not going to change her ways in the manner I've changed mine. Do I really want my old W back? I want to have a loving and fulfilling relationship.
I know that my confusion is being brought on by fatigue, frustration, and resentment. I just keep telling myself that it's now only 14 days to Retrouvaille. I'll have my closure one way or another.
Thanks, LFH
ME: 38 W: 35 D2.5 and S5 Married 12 years Separated (same house, different rooms) INILWYAM by W: 4/16/2009 The day W requested a D: 4/17/2009
