I feel H crushed my heart over the past few weeks. Before I felt I could forgive him and move on...start to rebuild our M. Now I'm not so sure. It's going to be a lot harder. I've lost all trust and most respect for him. He no longer looks appealing.
Sorry, Ash. You worked so hard at it. It'll take time to forgive, but when you're ready remember that,
"To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you."
Lewes B. Smedes, as quoted in The Walk Out Woman by Stephens and Gray.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac