Trying to cope with H, IA/EA (was Newbie-1st post)

[Faith2010]

I've had a couple of talks with H. Last night I told him I was done, he needed to leave. He actually looked surprised.

When all was said and done H said he's going to end it with OW. Do I believe him? No.

Didn't see H all day today...he's at work. Will see him briefly in the morning then S and I go out of town. We'll probably return on Sunday so won't see H til Monday.

Part of me wonders if he'll leave tomorrow while we're away.

I feel H crushed my heart over the past few weeks. Before I felt I could forgive him and move on...start to rebuild our M. Now I'm not so sure. It's going to be a lot harder. I've lost all trust and most respect for him. He no longer looks appealing.