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Hey MrGreeneyes...thanks for your post...I understand what you're talking about.

I have not posted in several days b/c nothing much has really happened. My W seems to be retreating again, but it's nothing I didn't expect. I just go with the flow. It's only 14 days till Retrouvaille.

My son had his soccer match this evening...I had alot of fun coaching his team. My wife's parents were in attendance and later stopped by our house. I talked with my FIL for about an hour...just small talk. After they left, my W put a chicken in the oven for me for dinner while she had some soup. I made dinner for the kids prior to the soccer match.

My W wasn't very talkative this evening and retreated to her bedroom quite early. She went to bed without saying goodnight. I'm the one who still has to initiate the "hellos, goodbyes, and goodnights." Sometimes it feels like I'm living with teenager.

I noticed my W finally returned the 5LL book I gave her to read a few months ago. She placed the book into the top drawer of my chest. She didn't say a word about it. I wonder if she really read the whole book or simply gave up on it. I do know that it has been in her work bag and with her all this time.

Anyways, I'm feeling a little deflated tonight. I have some golf planned for this weekend to keep me occupied and perk up my spirits.

Thanks,
LFH