My W was texting our daughter and I felt jealousy. It isn't right; I didn't say or show it, but it bothers me that I felt this way.
When they talked, they talked for some time. This is good. However I just felt cheated. How selfish is that?
Again, I didn't show any of this, I didn't say anything, but I am so sad I felt this way. This is the person I love and am divorcing. Maybe I shouldn't file jointly; but I know that is what I need to do.
I suspect that if you are reading all of these posts you think I am bi-polar or have split personalities because of the ying and tang of my emmotions in my posts.
This is my venting ground and I appreciate your comments. I know I am feeling sorry for myself right now, and need to get over that.
Maybe a good night sleep will help.
Funny, today is one of the first times in a month that I ate well and instead of feeling better, I feel worse.
just frusterated...but sticking with the last resort technique.
