For those with a WAS...How do you cope?

[LuLu]

I wouldn't go if I were you. If you could go and detach and not care if H was showing you attention or what not, than I would say go. But, I don't think you are there yet. It's not worth it. I don't think anything good would come out of it right now. Awkward is all that comes to mind. If you think you would really enjoy yourself than go. Does that make sense? Bottom line is, do what you want to do.

So glad you are feeling better! How awful and scary!