Well it is 5 for 5, how can I ignore that advice? I have done a bit of putting me first in the past year, but not very much. It is time to start doing that. I need to figure out what I want to do and how to go about it. Goals! I remember those. Time to start thinking in that direction again.
I didn't cook dinner last night, just couldn't do it. Usually we would go out on our anniversary (15 years), but cooking for a H who is just waiting for his townhome to be ready was beyond what I could do. He did say Happy Anniversary, I laughed adn said what was happy about it. He got mad at me, told me he was in a catch 22, if he didn't say anything he would get hell about it later. He tends to make a lot of assumptions about how I will respond to things.
He slept in the guest bed when I came up to bed (watching the Cubs lose ). I'm tyring to find my confort zone for the next two weeks, but mostly I'm just walking around like a zombie with tons to do and getting nothing done. Just trying to sort through all this and figure out what is best for everyone, but I need to focus that on the kids and I and let everyone else deal with themselves.
). I'm tyring to find my confort zone for the next two weeks, but mostly I'm just walking around like a zombie with tons to do and getting nothing done. Just trying to sort through all this and figure out what is best for everyone, but I need to focus that on the kids and I and let everyone else deal with themselves.
