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[awest1217]

yeah i am a facebooker. I am on a lot which is how H gets some information although not a lot. H does say all the time how he hates how he has missed so much with S, but then he chooses to not call or check in or even ask to see him. That is what I don't get, H has never once asked to see S alone. H has never asked to take S anywhere or do something special just the two of them. I had to ask this summer if he would go do "firsts" like the zoo or beach, and one time he said yes the other no.

I would never be able to handle not seeing my son for a whole day. When I go to the therapist or have to be away for even a few hours, it kills me, but I am learning I need so me time even from my S.

I don't see the lawyer until Monday so I will see then what she says.

Clinging - have a great weekend with your daughters. Focus on them and have fun! It wasn't until I finally started focusing on me and S that I finally had a truly fun day and that was Tuesday. It is hard and Wednesday I almost started crying a lot, but I am doing better all the time. Hang in there.