I am sorry that you have had to go through all of this, but you are very strong to get to this point, and you will get through this. You sound so much better in your posts emotionally than you did a year ago.
I can only imagine the final grief of filing (well, I did imagine it at one point for me) and hope that your heart can heal!
You are in my Ts and Ps!
Me-36 H-30 T-7yr, M-3yr DivorceBusting Saved my marriage! sep 6-08 to 12-08. Together again, things are good!