Hope you had an awesome time with the kids, they will remember this trip forever and have you to thank for it. You have them lined up for an awesome time it looks.
The S from your H will do you good, you have to show your H why he M you in the first place. A trick I learned to keep from going emotional with my W was to just treat her like a friend. I figured that all my friends liked me, give your H the same Jackie your friends get. It works for me, especially if I start to get teary eyed, completely changes my tune in front of W.
You will get through it, this trial we are going through is very tuff but as you can see around you, you are not alone and everyone is pulling for you.
I think that since you are now a "Single" mom, you should treat yourself to a new look. Do some unJackie things for a pick me up, it also makes your H start to wonder if he did the right thing, he'll keep a closer eye on you. Why not? Make him see the new you, the "Changed Jackie" he was referring to. Make him chase you!
((((((((((((((((Jackie)))))))))))))))))
Berto
I believe that dreams are more powerful than facts,that laughter is the only cure for grief. And I believe that love is stronger than death
