I’ve said one thing W didn’t like and she’s back on the (Batchitt) crazy train giving me the cold shoulder treatment, only wanting to talk to me to pick a fight and ignoring me in the mean time. I’ve seen it all before, I used think it was me who perpetuated these argument but it’s not.
W called me on the phone to tell me to make sure D8 is fed this evening and don’t give her any fast food, when I pointed out to W that she takes D8 to the same fast food place so she shouldn’t be shouting at me, she just slammed the phone down. I tried to call her back but she wouldn’t pick up so I sent her a txt saying as she is insisting on this childish behaviour I was not going to pick up when she called (it’s not the first time this week she’s slammed the phone down on me).
Although I can take these things on the chin and not show out wards signs of stress I know it does affect me internally. I had my annual BP check a couple of weeks ago and that was showing high, I had a follow up check today which was ok , but when the nurse checked my pulse she noticed that although I had a strong regular heart beat it occasionally skipped or paused a beat so now I am being referred for an ECG check. If I add to that the fact I’ve put some weight and I’ve been struggling for endurance when running at the gym on then it all adds up. Anyway time to cut out the crap food and the alcohol, my two recent comforts and continue with the exercise. I’m not gonna ride that crazy train again I’ve got my health to think of.
This weekend we’ve got D8 dance presentation, the IL’s round for dinner on Sunday and a soul diva concert on Tuesday that’s a lot of time to spend with someone who’s not talking to you, (although I know she will call a truce when the IL’s are around then resume hostilities as soon as they leave).
So, do I give it 100% PMA even fake it in front of the IL’s or do I do my own thing, dilemmas, dilemmas.
