knew she wouldn't drive the car, i picked it up. no biggie, wouldn't have dropped it off, if D didn't have her isssues.

checked mail,put it inside house,tore off part of envelope so i'd know how much phone bill was so i could pay it,i'm not looking at numbers called pages or anything,didn't want to.THE BILL IS IN HER NAME,but my cell is on the acct too.

i think i realized i'm not mad at her, i'm mad at the crisis,make sense?

i feel good.


did notice when throwing bills in house,my greatest dad on earth trophy is no where in sight and i had a box with momentos in it,that's been rifled thru with family pics missing.

oh well have the pics in my mind and don't need a trophy to know i'm a good dad.

poor kids seeing this crap.