riding the big roller coaster...

[ClingingToHope]

Awkward. I just don't get the feeling that he has any ANY regrets about his choices.

I know that feeling. When I talk to W I hear no change in her voice from the weeks after I moved out. When I see her, I don't get the sense she misses me at all.

I know it's early in the process -- less than five months -- but it's really, really disheartening.

Nothing to do but keep working at it and have patience -- but that is so much easier said than done.