This is not getting easier... I thought it was going to get easier.
I got home last night after going to a movie and happy hour with a co-worker. I was dressed in a pretty dress that H picked out for me last year. I received many compliments on the dress that day, which was nice. H's reaction (well, no compliments but he did sit closer to me while I rocked youngest D to sleep and he played with my knee for a sec)... of course, later he asked if I was eating better and that he could tell that I was b/c he could see it in my arms. (Thanks, now I have fat arms).
OW called his cell at about 9:00 while we were talking and H didn't answer. Awkward. I just don't get the feeling that he has any ANY regrets about his choices. He told me last night that he ran into another friend of ours and told her that we had separated. He left a few minutes after that. Same ole same ole.
What am I doing wrong? I know that this isn't about H and that it should be totally about me and GALing and all that jazz but come on.... NOTHING THAT I DO MATTERS TO HIM. NOTHING!
HIW M 35 H 37 D 5, D 2 Married 1996 Dating 1992 Met 1988 EA/PA started March 2009 Bomb 6/16/2009 Separated 6/23/2009
