My H and I are in the same tunnel.... except he's been home for 1 1/2 years almost. He's still cycling and he is still here. I keep thinking we are done with the cycling and then off we go on another ride. You sound like me.... things are mostly pleasant but "I" need more than pleasant. He is here but not here... something is missing.... we are not in MC as we did that when he first came home.
Anyway.... I don't post much I do have a thread in Piecing as at the time I was in seperated and I didn't catch on to the MLC problem until the last year or so. I should be in this forum.
M:47 M:18 D16, S19 1st S 1/08-5/08 Reconciled/May 7, 2008 Left again Nov 9, 2009 I Filed: Nov 17, 2009 Final: April 14, 2010 EX walked away from kids too