Personally, I have been finding being friendly and friends, but not being lovers, to be REALLY hard - my biggest struggle.
I agree. Not real sure of a lot of things b/c at times, it FEELS normal.
That's Step 3! Rekindle the romance. It's worth the wait.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.