Jackie, I know you cannot think of it yet and even cannot believe it, but this separation is going to be good in the long run for you and for your M. I suspect your H is going to realize that it is you he wants and you he needs, not the children, not the comfort of home. I am not very good at explaining but there will be some good coming out of all this suffering. Hold on and fight!
"You don't throw a whole life away just 'cause it's banged up a little"
Tom Smith in "Seabiscuit"
