It's been many months since I've felt like this. I am heartbroken and so sad...and all the other emotions are flooding in...grief, deep remorse, sorrow, guilt, etc. I'm cryin'...and it's been a long time since I've done that. I did not want this to happen, and I've done everything in my power to keep it from happening.
Feel all of it, don't hold it in. It's normal, healthy and expected. Your fight for your marriage isn't over, your growth isn't finished, your kids still love you and there are still new roads to ride. Strength and Honor.
When I was feeling really low, I would take my fingers and tap my heart and say, "I can handle it." You have been on a incredible journey, stay fueled up. Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
