yeah, she's hurting over something that she knows she's caused but can't admit it yet because she has to get her mojo to a point of at least minimal capacity or the admission will destroy her
What you're seeing is a woman who's reaping what she sowed, and the enormity of that reaping is crashing down on her. Take the anger, shame, guilt, manipulations, feelings - roll into a tidy ball, and do a flying leap into the middle of it.
She didn't cause this. THEY caused this. Greek
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