Bbj, do you think it is easy for me to give up after 2 years of trying so hard to fix this? Of course like you, I have sad moments and days and up days an dthe down again and...and... I wish too sometimes that my stxH would man up and we could create a loving relationship again. I think our difference is that I am not so sensitive to his words anymore. Although as I told John, I did miss a beat yesterday when I read his message about trying to convince me... I just chose to ignore it since there were no matching actions to support it.
Stay STRONG. At this point, we really have no other choice if we want some good to come out of this... love K