Now to share some good news! I achieved a small (but significant to me) goal last night!!! H moved over in the bed on purpose to be closer to me for awhile. No cuddling but our arms were touching for awhile. On my end I had kinda pushed my comfort zone and tried something new to me last night...I didn't have any expectations that my action would lead to any reaction at all on H's end (did this more because I wanted to...kinda a 'if our marriage is falling apart anyway' I don't really care how he'll judge me for this) but it did affect H in a positive way to my great surprise. He was also in a good mood this morning and chatted a bit before he went to work.
I don't want to get all TMI but it's related back to something Dia had mentioned a few days ago.
