K I believe the TRAP feeling is part of the crises its not you you are doing well being supportive to H but remember this journey is for you too You will ahve to find your way to rebuilding your R with H being available to your kids Working finding hobbys exercising R with God happiness comes from taking care of ourselves/doing the right things and practicing a posive uplifeting arritude in all we do so today is your day to shine be grateful and practice seeing the good this is a full tiem job for me b/c it seems easier to focus on bad peace
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow