Things are going good. W has been busy rebuilding D’s Computer so I have been leaving her alone. I have re-hooked up with a high school buddy that lives in town. I went out Monday night and watched him play pool. Boy did we talk about old times and the girls we used to date. My buddy back in washington called and his wife fell and broke her femer bone.(she is way overweight so this is not good) apearantly she will be in the hospital for a few weeks. I have made three wood sales so far so that is good. No job prospects yet. I read in the paper today that there is a 6-1 job seeker thing right now in my area. Meaning that for every one job opening there are 6 people applying. And as for my wife…. like I said she has been busy but VEEEEERY nice. No intamacy but very nice to me. I have been giving her space but I had an urge to write (ya you know me) so I was listening to some songs and wrote her the following note BUT.. I did not give it to her I read it to her….
Every rose has its thorn Just like every night has its dawn Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song Every rose has its thorn But that’s alright... I’m ok It ain’t nothing but another day and Only god knows where I’d be If you ever stop really lovin’ me Now I'm not talkin bout locking down forever, baby. That would be too demanding. I'm just talkin bout two lonely people who might reach a little understanding. More that ever I'd like to see you out in the moonlight I'd like to kiss you way back in the sticks I'd like to walk you through a field of wildflowers And I'd like to check you for ticks.I still get weak at your glance, Isnt that whats called romance? and I get lost in your eyes And I feel my spirits rise And soar like the wind..you see it’s love that I am in. And I dont mind not knowing what Im headed for You can take me to the skies...Its like being lost in heaven When Im lost in your eyes I ain't as good as I once was But I'm as good once as I ever was I’d love you to say.. Hell yeah! Turn it up! Right on! Hell yeah! Sounds good! Sing that song! Guitar man playin' all night long Take me back to where the music hit me Life was good and love was easy Ooh I want you I dont know if I need you But ooh Id die to find out
She laughed and smiled. I told her I want her back with me . She said “I know and I am trying.” I really think she is. but we just have to cross ‘that line’ I do feel that if she would just let go and see what happens it would work out. Anyway OT you would be proud of me I have been making small advances and have had plenty of body contact. I was really moveing along until this computer thing came up and I did want to let her have her space with it. Later Doc
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know