THX, Dia. I'm in IC. My H will not allow S to go. Once we are legally sep., however, I can choose where to spend my half of the money.
Every fiber in my being wants to go into the living room and "explain", "make up" etc - but that is one of the "cheeseless tunnels" I go down. He needs to come to me. I just know that he wont. He'll avoid me all night and then he's gone all weekend. Why I want to in there to a person who says such horrible things I do not know. Until then, I'm sitting still. It's very hard.
