Puppy will talk about things disintegrating into "disgust" - when I first starting feeling those pop up, I set things up to file divorce.
I refuse to allow a beautiful 8 years of life to be forever tarnished by looking at the woman I spent them with in disgust.
W has taken my wife, she has taken my marriage, she has taken 50% of my kids' childhoods, she has taken, briefly, my happiness - she will not take my memories.