I've been thinking of you. Work has me without time to really read or post, but know you are in my thoughts and prayers. I think it's important that your H pointed to his chest and said he needed to figure out what is inside of him. I feel strongly that things are far from over. Please try to look at this as time for him to think through some things. Try to limit your thinking in terms of this being the beginning of the end, although I know so well how it can feel just like that is what's happening. Take one day at a time - hour by hour if you need to. You have already been through so much, but you can do this. ((((((Jackie))))))
Mockers2
"Somehow we survive, and tenderness frustrated does not wither." Dennis Brutus, South African poet
"That which does not kill us makes us stronger."
Friedrich Nietzsche