Ditto Cas.

This is what I struggle with, constantly. The pain and anger makes me harsh and, whilst I don't want to feel that way, I understand that it is hampering my DB efforts.

As d/w C, this is holding me back from making forward steps with H and so she says that we will work on that from Tuesday forward.

Meanwhile, I have to keep my lid on it and I think that maybe you are right - only the tribunal stuff warrants a response.


WAH 43; W 47
M 16; T 17
Cats 15 & 6
Bomb 27/05/09
ow 28/06/09

"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"

Started counselling 17/08/09