Wow. That just oozes pain and fear. I really feel for her. Been there.
Looks like crazy to you. Looks like hurting to me. And it's probably always been there. She's just now digging in the dirt and showing it for what it is - not masking it with ambition, strong facade, busy-ness, whatever.
Not that she'd let you, but she sure could use a hug. Greek
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