I feel like I'm in a mlc,too, only because i feel euphoric at times about what i'm doing for myself and learning and correcting and the mental adventures i'm having and stuff. i've never been this positive for this long of a stretch.
i don't check my email or phone looking for something from her,do you guys know what i mean, i mean my insides and my brain, my whole being feels different, does that make sense. i feel like i have another purpose and i'm like being drawn to it,i'm doing stuff that makes me happy,but i'm looking to learn from every situation,i hadn't done that too many times, i'm paying bills, yes that's superficial, but my inner feelings and self confidence i just feel better?i'm not angry like i used to be or stressed and i'm doing the right things, i don't know, i just feel good about myself, i didn't always feel good about myself, i used to think i was doing stuff to impress others, now i'm doing what i want to do to impress myself.
i'm not making sense. I'll look at your posts tonite.
