I haven't tried to get a hold of my W the last couple of days. I just haven't felt up to it. As I know it would turn into me begging her not to do this. I am really feeling down about the whole sitch and just want to give up and not fight her on the D. If I don't fight her it will be over for good. Pretty much just feeling bad for myself and the loss of what should be something good.
"Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well" Matthew 6:33
