RR: The anger phase is definitely better than the weepy, depressed phase. I think that anger is somehow cleansing. But you're right, you will probably vacillate between the two.

I can imagine you were the best thing that ever happened to him. Strong, independent, and it scared the hell out of him. So he ran. He did not have a right to require commitment from you and not give back.

LOL...but I love that you hate his ugly car...

I think you are healing well. You are making sure you experience the emotions you need to. I read that as women, we tend not to allow ourselves to feel angry. I blocked that one out for a very long time, preferring to try to play the martyr, until I realized I didn't do anything wrong. So I am glad that you are allowing yourself to be completely pissed off! It is healing...

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..