^^ Just read H's emails again and he asks "You going OK"?
What am I supposed to answer to that? I want to say, "WTF do you think? - NO I'M NOT OK - look at how you have left me - totally isolated and with a broken heart - and BTW, the cats are fine, since you didn't bother to ask."
Each time, I am so glad to hear from him but I just want to scream out my responses and sarcasm at him. I so hope that the C can do as she has promised this week - to help me channel that anger and to make my responses work for me.
I am totally going to ignore it as I can't justify it with a diplomatic enough response. My brain feels locked to answering all of these questions in a DB way ... I can think of the answers for everyone else's situation but not my own. What's the deal there?
Just conscious that me venting here will move my previous post ^^ requiring answers further up the board, so will bump and hope for some responses pretty quickly - PLEASE!!!
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
