That said, sometimes when I catalog this past year of my life, I just feel exhausted...and my mind just freezes...it's a terrible feeling - almost like I'm staring in shock at a Tsunami that is forever moving toward me while I stand on wet sand. I have to get over that - accept my life more fully for what it has been, and make the changes I have to make. I have to pull myself away from the mesmerizing force of that Tsunami - sometimes it's far too easy just to stop what I'm doing and stare at the messy memories of my life - and continue to rebuild.
Well put. How true.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac
