Thing is Oz, we always have these warmer stages and then he pulls back, has a tantrum, goes into silence mode and we have to start all over again. It's tiring but hopefully after my recent NC and boundary setting H knows that I will no longer tolerate that and I won't contact him. For now I have to sit back and be positive, patient and have no expectations. Lots of self reflection tells me my expectations usually get in the way.
I'll see what Nell has to say about my proposed itinerary and when she can save enough to get here and then we're on!
I'm excited today because I have organised a new bbq and outdoor setting, someone to fix the pool, do the gardening and clean all the paving. I plan on entertaining this summer!
