Thanks OZ! I know I'm not perfect and I'm not going to do everything perfectly everyday...although it's always been one of my problems in realizing that I am allowed to have faults like other people. I almost feel like this is some type of step-by-step process I'm on....maybe some mlc version of the grieving process? Just wish I knew what "step" I'm on and what to expect next! No idea what to expect from H although considering my negative, deep though attitude - I'm glad he offered to pick-up and cook dinner. I'm also glad I've gotten until 9pm and avoided any R talk or other blow-up. Guess I should get to bed soon to ensure it stays that way!
I appreciate your support! It's been a real blessing to me to have joined the board in time to see your crisis and reunion...it helps me understand that I need to take it day by day and things that seem bad might really not be. I pray I'll eventually be joining you in building a new & better relationship. (And if heaven forbid not...then I will have no regrets!)
