I thought about this on the way home tonight- When we were first married, I thought H was my Superman- smart, strong, handsome, and selfless. I thought that up until he dropped his bomb on me a few years ago. I know in my heart that he would have stayed my Superman even now, 20 years married- but Superman doesn't hurt anyone. Superman isn't a self-centered child.
I finally asked H why he changed the password on our "couples" profile and not tell me. His response was that it's a paid lifetime membership and he didn't want me deleting the account. That @ss did it because he didn't trust me??? I could have deleted the account months ago when I first told him I wasn't interested but I didn't out of respect for him. It would be a joint decision as to what we did with it, or so I thought. It belonged to both of us. He didn't have the same respect for me, obviously! I know, not a surprise to everybody else.
I am finally starting to feel some anger. I won't let it get the best of me, but I'm starting to feel it.
