Had a "decent" therapy session. Spent most of it crying. Not sure i got my moneys worth , but other than a little headache and sore eyes I felt better.
I spent the rest of my day working on my music and making the changes I wanted to. Uploaded the revised piece, and low and behold, H checked my page 3 times tonight. No word from him tho. Im not going to bother blocking him , it doesnt bother me to see it now. Hopefully that will last :P. He also hasnt blocked me back on FB. I am going to take this as a baby step and wait until he contacts. Im too stressed about my test and busy anyway. I DO care, its just... I dunno, ..he knows how to reach me.
In other news...a very good friend of mine is coming into town this sat to visit. So Im excited about that ^^
still feel like a big baby tho. 
