I agree with everyone else, mishka, no matter what you think of yourself you are a strong & caring woman!
Are there any volunteering opportunities in your area? Maybe you could google it & find out. Another great place to meet people & help with a common good cause.
Me39, XH45 Kids 3 dogs, 2 cats Divorced 6/4/09 Tricky thing is not how you live, but how you live with yourself. (POTC)