Hope and heartache

[ClingingToHope]

I talk such a good game but still don't play one. W just called about the girls coming over tonight. Instructions on taking tea with me, breathrite strips for sick D10.

Then she says, well I'll be getting home soon and I'll put it on the table for you to take in case I'm not there.

It's a Wednesday. Where would she be going on a Wednesday? Usually she works late -- especially since she keeps complaining how far behind she is at work.

So my mind starts racing and I'm trying to stop it. I have to follow my own advice and stop imagining she has this super fun life when she's on her own.

Easier said than done.