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[iwantittowork]

I have been dim for couple weeks now, as we get set for Mediation.

As I posted in me earlier post, the mediator canceled today via email due to scheduling conflict, so I forwarded that email direct to WAW, so she would know I was not playing games or anything.

So, she's sent 3 emails tonight, the first one was almost surreal, just saying "Yup. Are you eating here tonight?"

I have been dim at home, and only snacking for dinner, or eating out of sight/mind of her. I had forgotten to thank her for the chicken she left out the other night, so replied later in email, saying thanks for that, and that I would probably be all set for dinner, but if there was something left over I'd snack on it.

She then replied quickly what she was making and there should be some left over.

Then she replied a little bit later asking why mediator had canceled.

I am NOT reading much into this, just the flurry of 3 emails in the span of half hour, and the surreal context of if I would be eating dinner at home in reply to our mediation planning made me want to post..

I am just going to touch on the mediator tonight when I get home, saying it was a scheduling conflict of his (Which is in the email I forwarded to her, but she could have missed that) and that I will get details tomorrow, and maybe lightly thank her for leaving dinner out.

I am trying to stay dim here, and wonder if I should reply at all to some of these?