After 30 Years!

[Lost Rabbit]

Had a missed call from H earlier, but decided to ignore him! H rang this evening very upbeat, although I was a little cold shouldery as was still miffed about being ignored this morning.
So quite dratted that his phone had played up this morning and only when he got a ars*y email from his boss's boss did he realise that it wasnt working and turned it off and on again for it to spew messages at him amongst them mine!

Anyway he didnt seem perturbed with my txts at all and asked after Babycakes's vet visit, hopefully stitches out monday, but more antibiotics possibly as wound a little angry in centre, but she is gonna be grounded for at least another week or two I reckon.. Then he asked about me, to which I was honest and said I felt quite beaten up still and was taking my painkillers again. He asked had I ridden madam, which I told him yes monday, tuesday no due to chiro, and today no as I was hanging around unsure of the money situaton, no apology from him but then its not his fault or would it really have hurt to confirm him transferring some money over? So hopefully he will assume my less than cheery disposition is due to that and being woken up by babycakes in the night.

He was quite chatty about work, he has been asked to work another couple of weeks, but as that part isnt quite ready to finish he was gonna have a week off then do the two weeks, the email from boss's boss asked him to detail the work needed so boss's boss could do it, well that is a complete joke boss's boss is not known as "dum dum" for nothing and so H is going to tell him quite frankly he will get info over his dead body! Validate H about this but not too enthuasitically as I have done this before and fallen into the "you dont want to do it like that" trap..

We laughed about the bed comment, he said he had been in it for quite a few nights and I joked that it was the bed said it was missing him it preferred equal weight of bodies..

So he said he'd be up wednesday, what are planning doing says I, ooh maybe a few days up at the trains and if you like we could do something nice together, that would be nice I replied, so will have to think of things to do rather than just dunno lol! He said he'd probably be online tomorrow night and I said Im out for a bit dont know when I will be in. So he said he phone me in a couple of days, and I joked well you know how and he replied yes Im doing it now!

Just wasnt the life and soul of the party on the phone, Im tired, sore and a bit confused, he is acting like normal but were not normal were separated, do I start behaving like a dating couple or what?

H has leased his place till end of November, assumed he would have to give one months notice on not renewing, or renew for three months which will be end of Feb, my only big step is to get him home by xmas and start 2010 together, but am I expecting too much?

One befuzzled Rabbit going off to bed!