Feeling crappy about contacting him. Feel crappy when I don't initiate contact, but crappier when I do and get no response.
Yes, don't call unless you absolutely have to. It will help your self esteem. All of the really bad calls I've had where I felt like I was in an emotional dump after were when I called my W hoping to initiate some great conversation.
The only good calls we've had was when she called me.
Plus, think of it this way, you are feeding his ego with these calls. If you stop them then he'll start wondering what's going on. You'll flip the script on him.
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