Not doing so great today - obsessing about H too much - have to get on with my day. Got all caught up scanning his twitter for the girls in his role playing groups.
Called H last night - no answer. Called again today and got a cold "you didn't ask for a callback last night - I'm busy with work right now can we talk later?"
Feeling crappy about contacting him. Feel crappy when I don't initiate contact, but crappier when I do and get no response. Guess I've gotta stop those calls!