Trying to save my M. W not really trying though.

[etrain]

d1adsl5a...Our stories are SO similar. At MC yesterday, I got...I married you because I was looking for security. The MC asked her if I was the only person who could'be provided that security. My W said..I guess not. Then the MC asked why she married me if others could've given her that same security.
Her answer...I don't know. I picked him. She couldn't come up with ONE nice thing to say as a reason why she married me.
Meh.

She won't even smile or laugh if she IS feeling happy. She said she's keeping it inside so I don't see her smiling or looking happy & think everything is fine. That's what she told the MC when I brought up the unfriendly tone & looks she's giving me.
The MC tried to explain that I realize everything is NOT fine & it's okay for her to express her emotions but who knows if any of it sunk in.

And I am trying to focus on my son..spending a TON of time with him. (I always have.) My W knows I'm a wonderful father & has said as much in MC. Yet she is still looking to break up our family. I'm not sure I'll EVER understand what's going through her head.